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I will have a huge update I hope on Wednesday. I pray that it's such good news I can finally search for some kind of happiness. I have lost 82 pounds since I started my weight loss journey. I am a lot stronger as well. I just need to look inside myself and see what I can offer a woman that is worth keeping. Find out what is it about me that makes me worth while. I think I might have an answer soon.

I still haven't gotten my full financial aid yet for school. I got my Pell Grant, so I hope it is on the way. I am just waiting for my loans to go through so I can stop sweating about it and breath a sigh if relief. It's a worth cause, I just feel scared again as I don't want to fail. I know I can do it.

My car has been having so many problems. I think I need to find a new car somehow. I better do something soon or my life will have another halt in it.

I have a date on Wednesday. I am beyond excited for it. I feel that she could be, like....you know. I might have one on Tuesday. Someone I want out with before. I think it's just someone to hang out with.

I might have surgery tomorrow to have my gallbladder taken out. I hope I can wait to have it taken out as I can use it to my advantage and have a mini vacation in Florida and go on my dates this week. No one has any idea about how excited I am about Wednesday. I hope I don't have my surgery tomorrow. I hope I go to the doctors, find out it can wait until next month and there is nothing wrong with my beyond that.

I hope everything works out.

Nothing

I got nothing to say cause no one reads this fucking page. Glad I still do my personal journal. I do that for me :).