School is still heading down hill. I am getting crappy grades and I do not know why. I am doing good in Algebra though. I am not failing any class, but only getting by with a C average in most of my classes. I am going to do what I can to get the grades up to an A if not at least a B.
Work has been so shitty. I honestly do not want to go back anymore. With all the fuck ups, them forcing me to be a teller, it makes me wish I did this college thing years ago. There are times I wish they would fire me and I would try unemployment for a while. It's so difficult going in there anymore.
The gym and my diet still rock. I stopped losing weight, but that is part of the plan. I now need to keep working out and gaining muscle. I take my supplements and stick to my diet. I am becoming very strong and it's exciting. One of the few things I look forward to doing during the day.
Well, the last part is not a surprise. I am still single. I am still afraid to talk to women. I need to actually talk like I have something to offer which I think I do or at least will. Who knows though. I quit ALL of those online dating sites. I need a better plan. Like being myself and seeing what happens. Talking to people more in class which is weird. They are all kids to me. It's a start though.
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