Yes, the sequel of my first tell all tale of my true feelings.
Let me just get this out of the way first. I now understand why I am single. I do not feel like I am good enough for any woman. There I said it. There are aspects of my life that feel inadequate for my age. No matter how much I change my physical appearance I realize that I feel worse now then when I was fat. I still haven't figured this out. I know I have so much to offer. I am so confused. This is one of my truest, deepest feelings. I feel trapped within myself.
...when something is gone, I want to fight to get it back again."-Pearl Jam 2009 (The Fixer)
Words I want to try and live on. I want my old self back again. I think I need to fight to get it back again. To elaborate, I mean how I use to be happy and care free. I need to find a reason to smile again. I really don't want to be alone anymore. I mean, girl, friend, and family wise. At this moment, I feel like I have nothing. I let pieces of myself be taken away from so many people. How do you gather them all back together?
I better go to bed. I know I have more, but I will leave the good people with some Pearl Jam songs I love.
I love his passion in this song. Besides loving the song as well.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFVlJAi3Cso&feature=related-Black
My favorite song in this universe....always has been since the first day I heard it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fBhdbcRk1sA&feature=related-Yellow Ledbetter
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