Hello there

It's been over a week since I became part of the unemployed. I have never been happier. It's not because I am not working. It's because of not doing something I use to hate with a passion. The thing I hate with a passion is retail banking. I know this is just another speed bump in life and I will go over it and I believe that after I am over it, things will be better than before.

I just got back from seeing New Moon with my best friend's wife. It actually was 10 times better than the first one. Some of the sappy parts are a little over the top and honestly make me upchuck a little. I am all about love but that seems to be WAY over the top. Still a good movie, I was surprised.

I have a pseudo date tomorrow. Meeting a girl in Philadelphia just for conversation and to see what happens. I just feel a bit meh about it. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I put so much effort into finding someone that I am out of energy with it. I think this is a good thing though. Might help me focus on what I need to be focusing on.

I start school again on Monday. I can't believe I am excited about this. I miss school. Lol, I think that should make me sad. I can't wait to finish school and finally have a Bachelor's Degree and a career. I need to start rethinking how I do things at a job so I can avoid what happened with the last one. I hate to say it, but no more bending over backwards for people I don't know that well. A lesson learned.

The gym is awesome. I keep getting stronger and thinner by the day. People ask me what my goal is. I think it's to be a good looking corpse. Sounds morbid, but this exercise thing is not a fly by night event. It's a life long pursuit of fixing what I did to myself. I love the clothes I can wear now and I really like how I look in them. I looked in the mirror before I left and smiled. I did this because of how proud I am of what I have done physically. Now I need to look inside myself and smile. Start making those important changes I had planned for this new year.