Nothing Special

Still waiting on unemployment. I don't know what is going to happen. This fighting sucks and I regret doing what I did and not having a job. I would rather be working, but the change was definitely needed. I am surprised my old job paid out my PTO and gave me enough to pay my rent for the month so I don't have to worry about that and I should have my tax return by the end of the month. I will be good on my major bills for a bit. If I get unemployment for a bit I will be very good. If not, well, I better get something, FAST, lol.

I did my first therapy session last Wednesday. It was interesting. I don't know how I feel about it. I have to wait until they present my case and they decide if or who will help me. I will definitely go again though.

School is ok. Discrete Mathematics is harder than I thought. I am having trouble because what the teacher goes over and what is in the book sometimes don't jive. I mean the teaching techniques are different. I hope I can get this by the first test. I haven't done the homework completely. When I try I get stuck on the simple ones. I need to keep practicing it. I will update on how that is later on.

Gym is great. Nothing has changed. I fluctuate between 202 and 204. I am happy with that. I hope to be 190 by the summer. I think I will stop at 180 pounds. I should be physically content with size and body mass. Just keep on eating and lifting and see where it takes me :).

Only thing I am worried about is food. I am running severely low. I can't afford to buy bread. I do have rice and canned goods I am eating for now and my vitamins. I hope this sorts itself out so I can sustain my appetite which isn't huge. Last thing I want to do is ask someone for help or food. It's going to be a huge hit on my pride. If I don't get unemployment most of my tax return will go to pay two months each of rent and my car. I need those two things in my life. I hope to post very good news next time :).